Doubting our Doubt

Thinking, thinking and thinking about things, stuff, our doubt.  

Doubt, it’s feeling uncertain, or lack of confidence or hesitation.  

Doubting our doubt.

Transitions are ongoing.

In one day we go through a life time of emotions and experiences.  

What we forget is exactly that..

and must stop for a moment, to listen to our heart, our breath.

Our exterior world can wreck havoc on our inner world.  

I remind myself often how grateful I am for where I am at this moment this breath.

Is it easy to remember?

I would love to say I have mastered noticing with gratefulness.  

All I know is I actively remember that doubt is another form of worry and worry steals joy.

Joy is what brings peace to my soul’s desire.  

Bring on JOY!!!

What is a want?

What is wanting?

Is it Desire?

Is it a craving? What is wanting, Exactly?

A craving, for love, recognition, approval or to Belong?

We, as human’s want to belong, to be a part of something.

What does belonging look like?

To know we make a difference, that we matter.

We count.

We are enough.

I grapple with belonging, accepting and knowing I am enough.

I decided to surrender and lean into gratitude, accepting me for all that I am.

I am enough. I belong.

May you find Acceptance in all that you are and peace within knowing you are Enough and you Belong.

Wind in My Heart!!

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Wind in My Heart!!  

The sorrow of the past is moving on! Is it easy…

It feels like rocks moving in the water.  Or the water moving along the rocks.

My mind wants to know Every detail, Yet knows My Heart is in charge and just wants to Let go of what is rolling around within.

Before we can Grow we must Let Go.

Its not like I have not done this Before.

This time the song is different, it is a slow soulful sound, one of Love and Appreciation.

Joy is equal to the depth of Sorrow.

May the Journey you are on be Gentle and Joyful!!

Love is in the Air!!

IMG_0121          Our kitchen, expression of Love.

This crystal reflects the Love that moves with grace, ease and joy.  

I have a new Heart for myself, fresh and open.

The man I married shows me the Beauty he sees in life,

The Beauty he sees within my Heart and shares Beauty with the world.

A Dance so Sacred. A Dance I am humbled to witness.

Sometimes we forget, why we are doing what we are doing. 

When we decide to stop and listen to our Hearts, to what we need,

We notice all that is within us and then we see the crystalline love that surrounds us.

We all have a journey like non – other.  The gifts from our experiences remind us we have a responsibility to listen to what is within.

My life has been extraordinary.  

It is full of incredible Joy, Sorrow and Love.

Sometimes, we just don’t want to do more growing, learning, grieving or have one more experience that calls us to stretch our hearts open.  

Honestly, sometimes we just want to have fun!!

Who wants to wash out the dirty laundry.  

But once we clean out the closet and toss what we don’t need or Never liked or no longer fits.. We feel fresh, open and ready for something wonderful, sweet and full of Grace.

I have committed to honor myself.

If I cannot do that then how can I honor others?

Have you committed to honoring you? Have you noticed?

Have you made the decision to honor All of who you are, especially the parts that you would rather not think about or for that matter even accept.

Consider, Acceptance, Gratitude.

Consider Grace, Love and Forgiveness.

Consider, Opening up. Love in the Air!!

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