Now, This Moment

Montana

Growing

Stretching

Breathing

Crying

Wondering

Loving

Discovering

Me

I am humbled by the Beauty of Montana

How it impacts my heart!

It’s been three years.

At that point in life, a Deer dropped in,

I changed in ways I could have never imagined.

So much moved out, was tossed out..kicked out.

Room was made in my heart for me.

For the first time,  I began to really question who was I…

How do I embrace all of me…

To stand in the Tall Grass, with courage and grace, facing the parts of me

I did not want to see…

Those parts I did not like..

What frightened me most was opening to the Beauty others saw within me..

A journey I was called to go on alone…

What did I want….

Where did I see myself…

How do I get there?

How was I going to face the parts of me that were strong and healthy and sweet..

I was quick to notice the Beauty in others…

Today,  I find myself feeling… silly, young and an innocence, a deep Joy for what lies

within..

what gifts are ahead…

Joy shows up so sweetly each moment, each breath.

May this note find you discovering you

 with Grace.

How much Stuff do you have?

Stuff, Things, Behaviors, Relationships, Issues

Stuff

Whose stuff is it?

Mine

Yours

Or??

Pack, Let Go, Move on, Write it out,

What Stuff do you want?

What Stuff do I want?

Why do I have or need Stuff?

Things, Behaviors, Relationships, Issues

What does Stuff have to do with anything anyway?

Stuff has nothing to do with anything but Stuff

I am working away, and smack in the middle

of my eyes lights start flashing, a headache.

A day guided oh so loudly to a different path.

A slower one, more mindful, less “thinking”, More Heart.

I have learned through meditation, prayer and healing work

when we Ask Expecting to get what we want so Deep within our Hearts..

We better be Ready…

For what we asked for…

I learned to be Mindful of what I want and dismiss thoughts of

what I do not want.

We will get.. whatever we focus on..

There is a pattern, I am letting go of resistance.

Resistance to change and receiving.

I Ask Out Loud with an Expectant Heart.

Arms Open Wide…

What do I Really want… you ask?

To Trust I am worthy.

To share my spiritual gifts, in honor and service to others.

To receive abundant financial support as I share my spiritual gifts.

To share the Beauty, Grace and Love that I continue to experience.

To Laugh often.

To show all those who cross my path they are Marvelous amazing Souls.

To Live, Move, Dance, and Love in Grace.

To be quick to Forgive and acknowledge those whom I may have hurt

To Surrender with Ease

To remember this is It! This moment… This breath…

Miracles happen every day, every breath we take

I forgot the lights and headache are a reminder,

I have been asking, I Better be Ready!!

I am asking and expecting and open to..

“…..the Abundance of the Universe”

 I am open to the unexpected Beauty and Grace from the Divine….

From Love,

From Surrendering,

From Forgiving,

From Letting go and Trusting,

My Heart is Wide open, a sense of calm moves through me.

The Fullness of Beauty.

The Abundant Joy of Delight and Light.

Green, Grey, or In-between

What does it mean?

I would like to just ‘Be”

My cat seems to have mastered “Being”

Especially when he is in the “green”

What do I mean?

To “Be”

I believe we must Forgive.

And when we do….

All else Falls into place.

That’s it.

You ask? Forgive?

Yep! That’s it. Forgive! And just when you

think you have Forgiven, you are given another

Beautiful opportunity to, guess what? Forgive?

And Every time I swear that I feel “green” like I could

get sick… or I want to run and hide…

I realize…. It’s another time to Forgive.

Questions about the situation only make it worse.

The question that I believe must be asked is…

Is this situation showing me another gift…

The Grace to Forgive.

The most important piece of Forgiveness

is that we are set Free.  It does not mean

that we forget or what hurt us is okay.

What we are doing is letting go.

Surrendering. Turning over our

hurt to God, to the Divine, to the Universe.

So,  I leave you with this…

Consider Forgiveness.

Namaste

How do we Do what we Do?

Doing, Running ,Being

Catching up… Running

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Heart Beat Pounding

Head Spinning

Barely Breathing….Disconnected

Doing what we do how do we?

How do I keep going and going and going?

How do I stay present and hopeful and filled with joy?

When it feels like the world around me is suffering, stressing, depressing and mad and sad and certainly

Hardly Ever Glad.

I see the pain, the hurt, the fear, the weariness…

The struggle to Hope.

The distance between hearts feels so wide.

The Joy I feel within me seems so inappropriate….

when all the world seems to be suffering.

Is it selfish to be Joyful

Is it rude.

Sometimes I am not so sure what to do….

so I take care of me

I have fallen in Love with my work, my writing.

I am excited for what lies ahead.

For the first time in my Life,

I  have hope for me, for what I am doing for what makes my

Heart Sing.

So what do I do?

How Do I Do what I Do?

I Love and

Comfort those around me

I honor myself and my journey

and I honor the journey of others

and I Forgive.

I Laugh

I Look for Joy and the beauty of Love in all things

I Wish for Peace for all to find comfort in their days.

I Wish for Joy, the joy for each person to discover within themselves

that they are Beautiful Beyond Measure

Glorious and Worthy

Created by Love to Love

And I Listen with an Open Heart

Can I show how to be at Peace?

Can I make them laugh with ease?

Courage takes the desire to be different to be free of the stress and worry and to receive the

Blessing from Spirit

From God

From those that we love

How Do we do what we Do?

I would call myself an “old school” American. 

I love wearing red white and blue on the 4th.

I love America.

Yes, I do realize there are issues to overcome.  Yet honestly who doesn’t.

Some would wonder, does she know what’s going on.

Of course I do, the earth is changing rapidly and those that thought manipulation was going to prevail will and are learning that it Will not.

My favorite Presidents are Lincoln and Kennedy. 

I suppose you could make assumptions about me simply knowing that.

I am Hippie and Love this place and time I live.

I believe every soul has a gift and we must learn how to Observe and Trust and Share.

What You will learn is, I am loyal.

I am passionate about those I share my life with and want them to be at Peace with who they are.

I love Jesus, Buddha, Mother Theresa, Dalai lama  and any other amazing spiritual guide and teacher.

I love the energy work I do and teach. 

I love teaching people how to discover their Hearts.

I love teaching people about Money.

I love growing me and watching others grow.

I believe in the Magic of Love, Laughter and Joy.

I believe in spirit.

I believe that when you watch someone you love die the gift of that experience is precious beyond measure.

I believe our children are who we truly need to listen to and trust.

I believe in this country, our planet, because I believe I have something to offer to her and to mother earth.

To all living things I have a responsibility to take a hold of my gifts and express them out into the world.

May you discover more about Red White and Blue and you.

And find

Hope

Resolute Will

A Passion for Freedom

Celebrate you and your Freedom.

Fire and Love!!

Sunsets….Fire in the Sky!! Today is the First Day.

Every Day, Every Moment, Each Breath

is New and Pregnant with so much..

We can choose to see and receive little or we can choose to “Be” and receive in “Love”.

Find the quietness within your Heart and there within is Love.  Allow You!!!

Change…

Growth…

Numb…

Choices…

The Bee.. seems to know how to “BE”

Love Rushes In

Today I made a choice from my Heart,

a choice I believe

will impact myself in a way I am not certain. 

Yet is that not how any

Choice made from the Heart is?

I voted today…. I love doing it on “the Official Day”

What is official?

Is.. How we Love ourselves in the depths of our Hearts!!

Death faces Us each moment each breath. 

Now, this moment I have Completely

Embraced the face of Death

Grace in Motion!!

What is Grace?    The Smell of a Flower?  The cry of Baby?

A warm meal cooked with Love?

Delight, Excite, I run to my Heart. 

No matter, it is Up to Me to find Me!!

A vote,  A choice, Denial or Acceptance is all up to you!!

Vote for You! Vote to Decide!! 

Vote to Step a little lighter, Smile more and Listen to what You

Need.

Here I sit, in my home, with a full house of Love and me. 

I am hesitant to speak that my Nest is Empty!

The fall flowers have reminded me of my grandmother, her spirit and her relationship with Earth.

I walk everyday and it still is not enough time for me outside.

Each time I walk, I find my nest within arranging itself to the new surroundings.

I have rearranged my home simply to feel as though I do not miss my children.

I miss my children.

I do not know how I want to design the canvas of my life.

I am filled with an excitement I have not experienced before.

The first day of fall, I decided to Honor All that I am.

My question to you, have you decided to honor All that you are?