It Seems to Me….

Do you feel Blue?

Do you feel Green?

What about Tickled Pink?

Can you hear?

Are your ears ringing as Loud as mine?

It Seems to me that.. My ears slow down when I do.

When I pick up momentum in my work, my writing,  they seem to

hmmm right along.

The more I write, the more Tickled Pink I become.

How are you today?

How do You Seem to You today?

Blue, Green or

Tickled Pink?

Black, White and Green

-1Green, Grey, or In-between

What does it mean?

I would like to just ‘Be”

My cat seems to have mastered “Being”

Especially when he is in the “green”

What do I mean?

To “Be”

I believe we must Forgive.

And when we do….

All else Falls into place.

That’s it.

You ask? Forgive?

Yep! That’s it. Forgive! And just when you

think you have Forgiven, you are given another

Beautiful opportunity to, guess what? Forgive?

And Every time I swear that I feel “green” like I could

get sick… or I want to run and hide…

I realize…. It’s another time to Forgive.

Questions about the situation only make it worse.

The question that I believe must be asked is…

Is this situation showing me another gift…

The Grace to Forgive.

The most important piece of Forgiveness

is that we are set Free.  It does not mean

that we forget or what hurt us is okay.

What we are doing is letting go.

Surrendering. Turning over our

hurt to God, to the Divine, to the Universe.

So,  I leave you with this…

Consider Forgiveness.

Namaste

How Do we Do what we Do?

How do we Do what we Do?

Doing, Running ,Being

Catching up… Running

Tick Tock Tick Tock

Heart Beat Pounding

Head Spinning

Barely Breathing….Disconnected

Doing what we do how do we?

How do I keep going and going and going?

How do I stay present and hopeful and filled with joy?

When it feels like the world around me is suffering, stressing, depressing and mad and sad and certainly

Hardly Ever Glad.

I see the pain, the hurt, the fear, the weariness…

The struggle to Hope.

The distance between hearts feels so wide.

The Joy I feel within me seems so inappropriate….

when all the world seems to be suffering.

Is it selfish to be Joyful

Is it rude.

Sometimes I am not so sure what to do….

so I take care of me

I have fallen in Love with my work, my writing.

I am excited for what lies ahead.

For the first time in my Life,

I  have hope for me, for what I am doing for what makes my

Heart Sing.

So what do I do?

How Do I Do what I Do?

I Love and

Comfort those around me

I honor myself and my journey

and I honor the journey of others

and I Forgive.

I Laugh

I Look for Joy and the beauty of Love in all things

I Wish for Peace for all to find comfort in their days.

I Wish for Joy, the joy for each person to discover within themselves

that they are Beautiful Beyond Measure

Glorious and Worthy

Created by Love to Love

And I Listen with an Open Heart

Can I show how to be at Peace?

Can I make them laugh with ease?

Courage takes the desire to be different to be free of the stress and worry and to receive the

Blessing from Spirit

From God

From those that we love

How Do we do what we Do?

The Door

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Where is the door you want to walk through?

Is it two steps away? Or an extension of your hand?

Are you standing in the Shadow of your growth?

What if, on the other side of that door is Color? Light? Joy? Play? Love?…..

Your Hearts Desire?

What if, its the springs that keep you from swinging the door wide open because they

Seem.. so Heavy….so Big that you would rather just go through a different door?

Yet……. you know full well that the gift is right in front of you it is…

The Door

But,  for some reason…you continue to deny your Hearts desire…

Because its Supposed to Be “Hard”

Because anything worthwhile is “Work”..Hard-work

What I have learned is this… the more I make myself suffer and struggle..  the Heavier “the Door”

and then as soon as I let go…. it becomes so light.

All I desire is to know at the end of the day… I made a difference.

That the smile I wear, the reflection of the Love within, calls You to walk through the Door to You.

And from the surprise and Joy that the Door is not heavy at All, you Discover Your Hearts Desire.

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Trust

Walking in Tandem.

Walking in Trust.

Feeling the Truth. Listening with Grace to our Hearts.

Listening in Tandem.  What does tandem mean?

In the dictionary, one definition is “walking along side each other”

Am I listening to my Heart and walking in tandem with spirit?

Am I open to what others bring to me?

Do I really listen?

Or am I so busy listening to the pain and frustration of others that I forgotten about Joy, Play and Adventure.

Is the Trust of my self in Tandem with my Heart?

And I wonder do we ever walk in Tandem with another.

Being all that we can be…for now this moment in time

IMAG0094I am so humbled and honored to be sitting in a place I love to sit, my local coffee shop sending a message out to the world. 

I hope it offers  you wisdom, hope and teaches you the power of forgiveness and grace.

As I write I want so many to hear, to see, to know, to have, to feel Joy.

To learn that it is easier to let go and forgive than ever before.

Why, because our beautiful Mother Earth is healing. 

And as she does we do and I do. 

I would call myself a Hippie, a lover of earth, a flower child. 

Yet, How could a Hippie, Healing Momma, feel somewhere deep within abandoned by Her, by Mother Earth.

As a mother of two amazing children I simply knew what I must do as a mother, protect, shelter them from harm, teach them, show them, and support them to be all that they can be.

This is Not what happened in my life.

My journey and as a mother has been so difficult for me to come to terms with the trauma I endured as a child, my mother did not protect me.

I have felt I would never be able to feel Whole and be released from the ghosts of the past and connected to Mother Earth.

I have asked for guidance, waking in the night so frightened that I am not the woman who I thought I was and why did I feel so lost and so alone.

And Then…by the grace of God, Divine Mother, I received wisdom that I must heal my relationship with my mother, mother earth and me.

I honestly thought I had done that all along yet truly I was not approaching it as she guided me to do.

Heal me first, my roots, my body, my soul and connect to Mother Earth.

Heal my relationship with her and the Divine Mother.

The blessing is…its three spirits, me, the mother within me, Mother Earth and Divine Mother.  The beauty of three. The grace of three.

The tears of relief and joy flow easily down my checks.

Thank you for reading this post, listening to my heart.  May the wisdom from my Heart and journey guide you and give you Hope.

Namaste

Celebration!! Freedom to Be!!

I would call myself an “old school” American. 

I love wearing red white and blue on the 4th.

I love America.

Yes, I do realize there are issues to overcome.  Yet honestly who doesn’t.

Some would wonder, does she know what’s going on.

Of course I do, the earth is changing rapidly and those that thought manipulation was going to prevail will and are learning that it Will not.

My favorite Presidents are Lincoln and Kennedy. 

I suppose you could make assumptions about me simply knowing that.

I am Hippie and Love this place and time I live.

I believe every soul has a gift and we must learn how to Observe and Trust and Share.

What You will learn is, I am loyal.

I am passionate about those I share my life with and want them to be at Peace with who they are.

I love Jesus, Buddha, Mother Theresa, Dalai lama  and any other amazing spiritual guide and teacher.

I love the energy work I do and teach. 

I love teaching people how to discover their Hearts.

I love teaching people about Money.

I love growing me and watching others grow.

I believe in the Magic of Love, Laughter and Joy.

I believe in spirit.

I believe that when you watch someone you love die the gift of that experience is precious beyond measure.

I believe our children are who we truly need to listen to and trust.

I believe in this country, our planet, because I believe I have something to offer to her and to mother earth.

To all living things I have a responsibility to take a hold of my gifts and express them out into the world.

May you discover more about Red White and Blue and you.

And find

Hope

Resolute Will

A Passion for Freedom

Celebrate you and your Freedom.

Change…in the Mirror of the Moon

The cow jumped over the Moon.

How much change would I have to do to jump over the Moon?

What is the Moon?

Is it Cheese?

Is it dust?

Is it Light?

moonWhy do I love it so?

My Heart moves with it.

My body loves it.

I see my Heart in It

Then why am I sometimes so afraid of the reflection?

What does it really mean, a Super Moon?

Sometimes I do not feel Super!

Love, how much we receive is how much we express.

Now I know why I Love the Moon.

I love….Love.

Gratitude to Attitude

Walking in Tandem, Each Foot moves in Time.

If my attitude is not focused on gratitude then how can I walk in Grace?

Walking in Tandem “IS” moving easy?!

If my legs are not moving with ease, then what about my Heart?

Walking in Tandem….

Sometimes, I just want to throw a Tantrum.. because for some reason, I can’t

seem to find my breath, yet am sitting here typing and breathing.

Gratitude an Attitude of Openness, Balance and Receiving Love.

Walking in Tandem….

Where “is” that balance walking in Tandem?

Does it mean that my Heart sits in the space of

“Indifference” when I am out of sync with me?

I wonder when walking in tandem will be natural, Easy and filled with laughter.

A sadness surrounds my Heart.

A deep longing to “Be”  Full.

To be Walking in Tandem.

Love..Fire..Passion!

Fire and Love!!

Sunsets….Fire in the Sky!! Today is the First Day.

Every Day, Every Moment, Each Breath

is New and Pregnant with so much..

We can choose to see and receive little or we can choose to “Be” and receive in “Love”.

Find the quietness within your Heart and there within is Love.  Allow You!!!